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“I just wish I could die. I wish that suicide was a way out. But it is no escape. I wouldn’t feel any more pain though if I could just stop existing and have my consciousness dissolved into nothingness, and my energy recycled into something else useful, for I am of little use to the world right now, through no fault but my own.”
Jodi reads her thoughts of suicide from pages she tore out of her diary.
She wrote this after she saw Travis kissing another woman through a window when she went to retrieve a Social Security card she needed that was stored in boxes in the garage at Travis’ house.
- Jodi’s diary Jan 24 “I know all too well and first-hand what it is like to be where he is”.